Wednesday, July 02, 2008

Oblivion Grudge...


Inside my dark soul, I wanna free myself. I wanna cross the road, but the road wont allow me. Am not sinful enough. how can I be sinful if am in love with one god, "You"


I wanna dance barefeet till millions of dawn pass thru me and I find myself again.
I want this girl again, being wrapped in her own self passion, diffusing it to the world.
If I knew, just if I knew....... I wish I knew but am ignorant about life and yet still alive.
I wanna look at the mirror and recognize myself, I don't anymore.


If I scream those mountains over my chest!
Maybe then, I'll be ready to put down this load I've carried longer than I had cared to remember.


I can't reach you, I'm in the middle of the sea, cannot reach the shore
Demons, my own demons are locking me,
they do that sometimes,
they punish me
I wanna be holded,
till it crush my chest
I want compassion, I want to escape